#Flat.

Ok so this blog came from me attempting to write about another topic #fuckthat one for now b/c i need to write this down. The only major flaw that i wan't to change about myself (b/c i wouldn't say i'm cocky, but i honestly love myself and who i am and i expect whoever i end up with to accept me for who i am), but anyways my flaws is i try to be everything, which is impossible... let me elaborate.

I want to be everything! like i will feel annoyed if someone likes something that i don't have whether i like that person or not.

Examples:
Body Features
Clothing Style
Taste in Music
Artistic Ability
Etc.

Ok all of the examples are insignificant andi'm kind of mad that i listed all of those (I wrote more when i wrote it by hand at 1st), but the point is i don't like when someone says I'm not good enough or even a trait of mine is not good enough. It genuinely bothers me when someone wants something that i lack.

Now don't get me wrong I'm not gonna change any of these traits b/c someone wants something else or better. That was NEVER gonna happen. Like i said: I Love Myself! and someone will love me too flaws and all < --- thats a song lol. I just hate it when someone says "I'd rather have..." or "I like this ... and you don't have that". Ugh it blows me; its fucking annoying and i hate that it bothers me. I actually thought i was over this, but apparently not lol. UGH i suck b/c of this. Well i scuk b/c of a lot of things. I just want everyone to want what i am i guess, which is outrageous... even if i don't want them ... how lame *dislike ... I'm rly working on changing this about myself any suggestions???

Oh and don't mistake this for jealousy... it's not and i don't feel like elaborating so just accept the fact that it isn't this isn't a effin Essay lmao

I hope this makes sense; well actually idgaf b/c it makes sense in my head so fuck yours <--- unless your someone i care about then you can feel free to ask me : )

Umm just a flaw that i would like to change b/c perfect is lame and boring so i would change any of the other ones (scratch that) i'm not pressed to change any other ones b/c they have yet to pose a problem; this one just sux hard!


#Flat.