#Flat.

Ok Soooo Let me start off by saying Spring Break was Great!

Things ended
Things started
;but most importantly:
Things Changed

I really needed to make changes in my life and this spring break, w/ the help of my Krew, has aided me in making those changes, but... I'll elaborate on those l8r

now.....
It started off boring and rainy; I had plans to go to a hotel w/ the Krew, but honestly i didn't think they would happen ... To my surprise they did! Pap couldn't come : (, but everyone else was there... we missed her a lot; but while there i had a lot of fun (and wings : 9) <--- lol

I hung out with the Krew damn near everyday. Chillin @ my house, or Pap's house, or just going anywhere lol. It was sooo simple, yet soooo fun!

I really feel good about them ... I really love each one of them sooo much in their own little way for their own little reasons...

I'm not gonna get into all that though

Also i got really close to someone this spring break. I knew he liked me for a little while (he didn't know i knew) I never really htought about him that way, but i realized that i really like him over this break ... hmmm go figure (yea thats all you get) ...

I also let go of someone this break... it was time i had to come to my senses. I was in love and is fun, but its over. I've known for a long time i just didn't want to believe it ... My Krew indirectly made me realize i was being dumb... ily guys <3

I've also been ditched for prom by my expected prom date since 10th grade ... lol i'm not trippin though ... you'll be shocked to find out who my new date is ; ) (I actually wanted to go with this person before i was ditched so i guess everything happens for a reason) (it's kinda weird cuz i just realized tht this man really predicted this too good) lol

I'm extra excited for the days to come; things should be a lot better now...

but most importantly...

My Changes:
~I have accepted that my ex-boyfriend is my EX
~I got my fuck sensitivity mentality back
~I realized that i DON'T need a guy in mt life to be happy
~I'm 17 i'm not pressed to be settled down and in love
-if it happens i will be open though
~It's the end of senior year= Time to have the time of my life with the Krew
~I have a Krew <--- w/o any phonies : )
~I actually like somebody
-Wow this doesn't happen often
~I'm not in love with someone
-this doesn't happen often
~I'm not going to prom with David
-Shocker!
-And it's by choice
~I'm not secretly sad or angry deep down inside
~I smile all the time (even when i'm alone)
-Shocker
~I've gotten my intelligence back (lol)
~I'm not a bluff (not talking about sex)
~He deserves it so i don't feel bad or bitter (i still luv ya!) : )
~I have a lot in common with the unexpected
~My intimidating; bitch personality eventually pays off
-not like i ever felt bad about it cuz thats just me, but i appreciate it
~A lot of people that <3 you hate me lol
-i just realized tht; its always been there though
~<3 looks like an extra pointy penis and balls!! LMFAO!!!
~I'm not gonna be the only one laughing in school tommorrow
~My iPod is stuck on Replay : ) <3

#Flat.